Thursday, November 6, 2008

Like a prostitute you pay to walk away

I'm such a mess.
I either talk too much to hide my social anxiety,
or I hold back from saying the things I probably should say.

I need a best friend these days, just someone to help keep me grounded.
I need someone who will talk with me about my goals & genuinely care where I'm heading in life.
Someone to lay in bed and watch my favorite old movies with.
Someone who doesn't mind being lame and staying in on the weekends & going to bed early or staying up late talking about our past - not because we feel the need to relive it, but because we want to share the stories that make us smile from the inside out.
I need something positive, and I just can't seem to find it.

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