I'm going to have some very good stories to add to my "book of truths" one day, considering the amount of time I've already wasted sitting on dirty curbs of gas stations waiting for my poor Father to bring me my spare set of keys after once again locking them in the car.
"How did you do it??"
"Well Dad if I knew how it keeps happening do you think I would be borrowing the gas stations phone to call you at 8am?"
You'd be suprised how much you can learn sitting on the curb of a gas station like a hobo for 50 minutes. Maybe I will share some stories with you when I have more time. I think you might enjoy them.
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Monday, July 16, 2007
It's your turn to amaze me
The constant back & forth battle in my head gets really tiering.
Even now that I know what I want it still continues. I wish the negative thoughts would just go away but, I guess it's because a subconcious part of me still needs old habbits to help me get by.
I'm exhausted but, I'm not giving in this time!
So I apologize if I seem a little distant and like I'm keeping to myself more lately. I'm just trying to get through my days as successfully as possible. Fighting, every step of the way.
"In hard times comes growth. When things seem 'okay' we're stagnant in our emotional growth"
Even now that I know what I want it still continues. I wish the negative thoughts would just go away but, I guess it's because a subconcious part of me still needs old habbits to help me get by.
I'm exhausted but, I'm not giving in this time!
So I apologize if I seem a little distant and like I'm keeping to myself more lately. I'm just trying to get through my days as successfully as possible. Fighting, every step of the way.
"In hard times comes growth. When things seem 'okay' we're stagnant in our emotional growth"
Saturday, July 14, 2007
Driver's seat
It seems about time I start writing again.
I've taken a few weeks/months off.
It's not that ideas haven't been cruising through my head but, a part of me has wanted to ignore them due to the fact that right now I've wanted to settle into trying to be "normal," and focus on nothing besides that.... and my "creative writing" thoughts are far-far from normal. Sometimes I worry myself.
Normality is a bore! no wonder I've always strayed so far from that line.
It's just not for me, so I say FUCK IT!
I'm not planning on filling this with random tandums on my daily scheduale but hopefully more interpersonal thoughts, ideas, possibley feelings even??
Who knows.
Take what you can get because I'm not promising much.
I'm just bored at work and in the momment this little starting a blog seemed like a decent waste of my time.
I've taken a few weeks/months off.
It's not that ideas haven't been cruising through my head but, a part of me has wanted to ignore them due to the fact that right now I've wanted to settle into trying to be "normal," and focus on nothing besides that.... and my "creative writing" thoughts are far-far from normal. Sometimes I worry myself.
Normality is a bore! no wonder I've always strayed so far from that line.
It's just not for me, so I say FUCK IT!
I'm not planning on filling this with random tandums on my daily scheduale but hopefully more interpersonal thoughts, ideas, possibley feelings even??
Who knows.
Take what you can get because I'm not promising much.
I'm just bored at work and in the momment this little starting a blog seemed like a decent waste of my time.
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