I fell in love at the seaside <3

I'VE FALLEN IN LOVE
WITH EVERYTHING & EVERYONE FROM ENGLAND! DAMMIT!


I miss my English Boo from holiday...
& all these silly songs are reminding me of him! HMPH!


It's crazy how you can meet someone,
know them for only a week & miss them this much.
I guess it's just something special when someone touches your heart a new way.



Go listen to The Kooks, Kate Nash, James Morrison & James Blunt
cause that's all I care about right now. ha ha






I can't wait to live in Paris in July
and go visit my English boys in Leeds :] yay!

DO YOU EVEN FEEL YOUR HEART?

SO IRONIC HOW PERFECT THIS SONG IS FOR HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW & PERFECTLY DESCRIBES HOW I FEEL/THINK ABOUT SOMEONE. HAH


IT IS THE ANTHEM.



Well let me tell you this, I am shamelessly self-involved.
I spend hours in front of the mirror making my hair elegantly disheveled.
I worry about how this album will sell because I believe it will determine the amount of SEX I will have in the future.
I self-medicate with drugs and alcohol to help treat my extreme social anxiety.
You are a FAKER!
You are a FRAUD!
You're living a LIE!
You don't impress me!
You don't intimidate me!
Why don't you bow down, get on the ground, walk this fucking plank!
I'm proud of my life and the things that I have done, proud of myself and the loner i've become.
You're free to whine.
It will not get you far.
I do just fine, my car and my guitar!

I WANTED TO BE YOUR FAVORITE GIRL

My life has been full of disappointments
I'll just add you to the list
and move on
because that's all I can ever do.




I hate the sound of your voice
on repeat as I sleep alone tonight.







On a more beautiful note: I got accepted to Parsons :]

HOME SWEET HOME, SOON :]

FEELING SHORT OF STABLE

Why do you have to be such a disappointment?
There's so much I want to see with you
so many places I'd love to explore
keeping our strides in time
There's secrets my lips lust to reveal
keep your anxious hands at your side
I'll do all the work.
There you go again
using the same lines
the same lines that kept me up at night
You let me down
and you didn't even notice
it wouldn't mean much to you anyways.
Those pictures were never meant for you
cause I'd never mean a thing to you anyways.
My hopes were set on expectations.
What'd you expect?
I'm not falling for your lies this time.

LIVING THE LIFE, I CAN'T LEAVE BEHIND.

You'll always be an attention starved artist
and I'll always be nothing special.
Why do I expect things to be different
simply because it is a different day?
This is the story of my life
being reread, not rewritten.
I need to fall in love with a writer,
that's all I know.

IT'S SUCH A WASTE

This will be harder for me
love has always let me down.
The road ahead is lined with broken dreams.
I'm just going to walk on by.

SHALLOW IS AS SHALLOW DOES

SOME PEOPLE NEVER CHANGE


“There are no grades of vanity, there are only grades of ability in concealing it”
-Mark Twain

BLOWN AWAY

I was suppose to keep one foot on the ground
contact seems impossible now
I hate admitting I needed you,
let alone want you in my life.
Hold me close like you used too.
Let me cry in your arms
till my last breath echoes in the night
but i can't feel you anymore.
I don't feel a thing.

THERE'S A THIN LINE BETWEEN LOVE & HATE

Soon, this will all be over
& you will all be gone.


grâce à Dieu