Sunday, January 6, 2008

A PROMISE DOESN'T MEAN A THING ANYMORE

MY BOY IS HOOOOOOME :]
MOVING DAY WAS FUN TODAY.
I'M EXHAUSTED THOUGH.
THE APARTMENT IS CUUUUTE & SO ARE THE "HIS" (ADAM'S) & "HER" (JOE... BECAUSE HE IS THE SUBMISSIVE ONE, HA HA!) STORAGE OTTOMANS WE BOUGHT.... ALONG WITH THE BUDDHA CANDLE HOLDER AND BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!

RANTS :]
1. BACK TO CLASSES TOMORROW, DAMMIT.
2. SOME ASSHOLE TOOK OFF TO L.A. WITH MY LOUIS VUITTON BELT (WHICH I ORIGINALLY DIDN'T EVEN CARE ABOUT AND WASN'T EVEN PLANNING TO ASK FOR IT BACK, BUT HE INTENTIONALLY AVOIDED ME BECAUSE HE WAS A PUSSY & SCARED I WOULD ASK FOR IT BACK - WELL I SORT OF HAVE A REASON TO, DON'T YOU THINK? IT ISSSSS MINE.) IT'S NOT EVEN WORTH IT TO ME THOUGH, JUST SHOWS YOU HOW SHITTY AND SELFISH SOME PEOPLE REALLY ARE.
3. I'M SUCH A SICK BABY RIGHT NOW :X I WANT TO RIP OUT MY ORGANS - I CAN'T REALLY EAT ANYTHING WITHOUT MY ULCER FREAKING OUT AND PUTTING ME INTO SO MUCH PAIN I WANT TO JUMP OUT OF MY SKIN. I NEED TO GO GET ANOTHER ENDOOSCOPY OR SOMETHING - THIS STUPID THING WAS SUPPOSE TO HEAL AND OBVIOUSLY IT HASN'T, EVEN AFTER HEAVY DOSAGES OF MEDS. EVERYDAY FOR LIKE A YEAR. THIS IS SUCH A PROBLEM!

I'M GETTING MY JEEP TOMORROW ANDDDDD DOUBLE DATE WITH ADAM + JOE & A LADY.

DESPITE ALL THE SHITTTT THAT IS NOT SO "HOT" RIGHT NOW, I AM HAPPY AND GETTING MORE MOTIVATED TO GET MY LIFE BACK ON TRACK. I'VE BEEN MAKING SHITTY DECISIONS LATELY AND I'M DONE WITH THE B.S. I WANT MORE FOR MYSELF.

BONNE NUIT.

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