The best I'll ever be?

I miss you. I miss being overwhelmed by you. I need rescue, I think I'm fading away. I keep thinking that you'll wake me up with a whisper in my ear. I keep hoping that you'll sneak in my room. So I wait and I wait, and I run old scenes through my tired head of the days we laid by the school and said forever. Was that the best I'll ever be? I miss you. I miss talking all night long with you, and I need this to find a way to your home. My love can you hear me? Have I been hoping loud enough, wishing hard enough? Can you see me when I'm asleep all alone?

-Sister Hazel